Construction to Deconstruction
Relevant Magazine quotes deconstruction as being, " —an academic term for the systematic pulling apart of the belief system you were raised in. It’s what happens when the questions you’ve pushed down your whole life finally bubble over the surface, and you’re forced to stare honestly at your doubts. The infallibility of the Bible. The omniscience of God. The finality of hell." I can not believe I'm here. If you look over my blog posts for the past decade +, you can see I attest so much to God. You'll read me claim that my belief in God is the only thing that has got me through some rough storms. Heck, the previous post typed up and shared (wholeheartedly) is talking about trusting God when nothing makes sense. That post meant so much to me when I read it and shared it but now, I can see what was going on. It was a year and a half of REALLY struggling with God and life. In the summer of 2018, a serious health diagnosis for my husband (or should I say a