My Heart Longs For...
My heart has ached for a while a place to call home but it's been really difficult lately. A place where my children grow up, make memories, play in our backyard. A place we call home where we can mark yearly our children's grown on the door frame to look back to 30 years later. I know where ever we live we can make these memories but my heart's desire is for a permanent place, I so tired of moving. I've moved at least 10 times that I can recall. Yesterday's Jesus Calling devotional read, "This is a time in your life when you must learn to let go: of loved ones, of possessions, of control.' I am indeed in need of letting go of lost loved ones and relationships, of possessions (the Holy Spirit revealed I'm making a place of our own an idol-something I'm focusing on way too much). That last part, that I need to let go of control, is something I'm continually learning and have come a long way on. It's so easy to open up or make a door o