Itch
I have an itch. Something inside my soul that I’m not 100% sure what it is but I have a feeling it will be something big and exciting. I also know it entails my precious family, Neal, Emery, and I. I can feel it..... I'm tired of spending time doing things that are meaningless. My job is a vicious cycle. At this point in my life, I'm spending all of this time just trying to earn a buck to keep my family above water financially. This is on my shoulders because of a human being who keeps denying Neal secondary employment. I'm not spending as much time with Emery as I like but our culture says materialism and consumerism is life, that everything circles around working. I know this perspective is backward. I feel in my spirit there is a day coming when God will bless our faithfulness to Him during this 2-year dry spell. I feel when this time comes I'll begin to come into my own, discover myself more and maybe even find my vocation. Mother T