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*MAD* I’ve got to get something off of my chest… It's burning inside of me, I need to give it more to Christ. I need accountability in giving it to Christ. It’s anger with Maryland State Police. They are denying special disability. Now, I know there are a lot of people out in this world that will lie, cheat and take advantage of things that will benefit them in life. My husband is not one of them! How can they deny the special disability saying, “it’s not job-related.” HOW?! I can’t help but believe they are just trying to screw him over and that he’s fallen through the cracks of the system, the system MDSP called, “a well-oiled machine.” I would bet my life (you know I’m talking truth when I say this!) that his PTSD is in fact job-related. Put it this way….when he talks about his PTSD moments (whether it be a flashback in the middle of the night, something during the day that sets him into a horrible mood because so...