Our Little Angel in Heaven
It was time to move forward in our family. It was time to give Emery Grace a sibling, after all, she has been begging for months. Finally we are pregnant. We find out the week before Christmas. There is a lot of death happening around us. A lot of police officers were killed in December and a dear friend went to be with Jesus due to battling with cancer for years. With all that death I had a feeling God was preparing me for something but I didn't want to really think about it. Then I was cooking and I clearly heard Him whisper to me, "Jessica, are you going to trust me with this baby?" My reply was, "Yes Lord. I will. It will be hard but I will. Instead of being anxious like I was while being pregnant with Emery I will trust you. I trusted you to make this new life in Your perfect timing and so why would I trust in myself after all you've brought us through? Yes Lord, I will trust you." So over the next few days I was really doing great in puttin