'You Have Overcome' and the Small Things
Today I'm not strong. Today I'm not a rock. Today I'm empty, a dry well. Today I'm worn, crushed under this weight. Lord, I need your peace. I need the rest only you can provide. This is today but I know tomorrow is an all new hope set in You. Thank you for that hope. Why don't I feel Your supernatural strength? Is it because you're withholding, not to be mean, but to teach me something? To make me truly rely on you? I thought I've passed that lesson. What am I missing here Lord? Or do I not feel you because of an unknown sin? Maybe it's a sin I know of such as fear, apathy or anxiety that has created a barrier. I've been begging you for months to help me with these sins. Is it because I'm selfish? I'm tired of pouring out. Please reveal to me clearly as you always have as to what's going on in the spiritual realm of my heart. Normally I can confidently continue supporting this weight of being his rock, their rock w